Well, after a long 3 months of "recovery" as my therapit so calls it.
I'm done with treatment.
I'm 5'8 at 130 pounds.
115 here I come :)
I've been eating 3 basic meals a day...that;s on a good day and now, I'm trying my hardest to not drink anymore pop(even diet).
Today, at school, my counselor ate lunch with me. I had a baked potato.300 right there. Cheese on the side and meat. (add another 500) And a chocolate milk (160) Do you think that was more or less? :-/
But that is why I'm starting a 7 day fast starting tonight at 12am.
I am being casting for a modeling job on May 27th so I want to be as thin as possible for then.
Think thin :)
well it's been so long since i've talked to you girls!
these last 3 days have been painful. im 134 now. Ew. And Halloween is tomorrow. I'm not going trick-or-treating. I'm not going to hand out candy. I might stay home in my bed and do homework or still be here in this room staring at these white walls.
They said that they might release me tomorrow :) i am really praying that they do. I mean, I gained 10 pounds and I think I deserve to be let out! I've had to obey rules and actually, eat something!
but life sucks.
so today, instead of eating candy, we ate apples. i ate 3 just cause i was hungry. they had candy but no one ate it. it was wuite funny actually.
well, i got my pjs on and brushed my teeth and i might go to bed pretty soon.
geez, rehab sucks.
just so everyone knows.
i have a new goal. 120 by thanksgiving.
i think so.
well, sorry for the long post. just wanted to catch up.
o and i guess i should post my disgusting stats.
-taylor Current Mood: tired
hiya girlies!! im a bit upset at the mo.. my hair is now fallin out more than usual... ive been scared to take vitiamins b4 but now i kno i have 2 get sum. but wil they def stop makin my hair fall out?
feelin so weak today :( how is every one?? xxxx Current Mood: lonely